there is this lovely place i have been of late. not void of storms, though the brilliant sun does dissolve the clouds as swiftly as they intrude. this has been the first in so long, the first i can truthfully say that my heart isn't heavy with the lead of sorrow; some other element has taken it's place. this place, so full of thoughts, is my haven.. even tears are lighter, less a stop.. more a pause.
so lovely, so lovely.
OH, if only there were some constancy to this.. i fear.. i fear that i will turn around and when i return it will have left me, swept off.. swept back to wherest it came. regardless, negativity has never been a forte... the point that which makes me the fondest, the thing i admire the most about this feeling is the very fact that it steals past me and then steals me. i am never aware until i am so deeply in its arms. so deep, i have no choice but to surrender, albeit if i did i would not resist. a beautiful assimilation.
the withdrawal is always so violent, so disquieting.. so involuntary.. i know not what to do. so simply, i will look upon each situation as it occurs.
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